cinta hati..

mista tiqBigmac..

i'm officially taken by her

on 29may10..

21 yrs old..

currently stay at jb..

but officially from kuantan..

very outgoin person..

aq kenal dye mlalui ayie..

tengs a lot to ayie..

kalo bkn krane dye..

kmi takan smpai ketahap neyh..

aq happy kenal dye..

dye wat hati aq resah selalu sbb rindukan dye..

dye wat aq ta keruan selalu bile aq dgar suare dye..

dye wat aq gelisah selalu bile dye jauh dri aq..

dye wat aq sangat gembire bile dye ade disisi aq..

dye wat aq selalu tersenyum tatkala dye mengenggam erat tangan aq..

dye wat aq tersipu maloo disaat dye merenung aq..

dye wat aq bahagia..

saat dye mengucup dahi aq..

terasa kehangatan cinta kami mengalir dlm aliran yg sama..

dye wat aq ketawa saat aq bersedih..

dye genggam kemas tgan aq..

saat kami saling merindu..

abie..mgkin abie bkn yg pertama dihati syg..

tapi syg harap dan syg jnji..

bie yg terakhir dihati syg..

hati syg hanye untuk bie..

tiada yg laen..

hanya bie sorang..

kenangan lepas aq smpan utuh dlm diari memori aq..

smoga yg lalu memberi pengajaran kepada kami..

untuk hidup lebeyh sempurna

pade mase akan dtg..

bie..I DO LUV U..

..EVER..

 

 

saye mengantok..!

saye mengantok..!

tlg laa..help me laa..

since last nyte..afta opp9..

gayot nan abie..

lpas uhh text dye..

smpai laa aq tertito..

pas uhh pagy tdy kol 4 smething..

aq terjage..

den aq text abie..

pas uh abie tepon aq..

sampai laa kedit abie habes..

aq plak tepon dye..

kedit cel aq habes..

aq perabes plak kedit maxis..

kedit maxis pon habes..hahahha..

gilerx gayot ja nan dye..

adoiii..

rindu sgt2 kt dye..

hemmm...

rindu na dye maen2 tgan aq..usap2 tgan aq..

rindu na ase saket bile dye ggit tlpak tgan aq..

rindu na tgok dye tenung aq..

rindu na dye genggam tgan aq..

rindu na tgok dye wat mate juling..

hahahha..

lawak gilerx na mampos..

rindu na dgar dye ckp sengau..

hahaha..yg neyh mmg aq ta tahan..

alalalala...

rindu jugax na dgar dye ckp i luv u sygs..

hee..& aq akn tersipu maloo..

huhu..gilerx maloo ah..

betol seyhhh..maloo tersanad2..

agy2 dye suke tenung aq..

adoiiii...emmm..

rindu jugax dye kiss dahi aq..

emm..aq suke penk aq kiss dahi..

n aq ase akn cam dihargai sgat2..

sumpa aq cam ase terharu ja..

huhu..

abie..syg sygs sanad nan abie..

syg cube lupe an hal lepas..

now..life syg dgan abie..

hope abie ta ragu2 nan syg..

ape yg syg ase..itulah hati syg..

syg akn yakin an abie ttg prasaan neyh..

abie..jgn tggal an syg taw..

kalo ta syg toreh2 muke abie..

lalalala..

luv u owez sygs..(",)    

ketidak bolehan tito..

hahaha..!

burok betol ayat..

tah pape ja aq ckp..

ta bley tito doe..

emmm..da laaa aq penat..

menantok..

tpi ta bleyn tito plak..

badan da sengal2 yg amat..

hailaaaa....sanad saket meyhh...

sape2 bleyh picit n urut an badan aq plizz..

tlg laaa urut..

sanad letih meyh..

hemmmm...

kt bilik aq n niza ja yg ta tito agy..

yg laen da mmbute cam ta ckup mase na tito...

aq da stat saket pale..

tlg laa migrain..

sile jgn dtg..saye sanad saket bile anda dtg..!

jauhi sye..

kate kan taknak pade sye..

lalalala...

gilerx suda...

adoiiii.... 

new love...?

yaww,yaww...!

i'm taken oready..?

lalalalla...

alhamdulillah...

akhir'e..jmpe jgax aq nan jodoh aq..

hemm..n aq hope..yg neyh berkekalan..

aq da penat laa na saket2 agy,,

da penat na nanges2 agy..

da penat na sedeyh2 agy..

n aq hope dye ta bhong aq..

aq hope dye serious nan ape yg dye buat...

aq hope dye ta pena mnyesal nan sume neyh,,

hope dye ta tnggal an aq..

n its all about..

t & t

never forget,,,

date : 29 may 2010

tyme : 9pm smething

venue :  bustand larkin 

miss u all da tymes sygs..

sygs luv abie.. 

at jb oready...!

walawei..!

ade kt jb suda..!
hailaaa...

tersanad malas nak pegy praktikal..!

adoiii...

hemmm..sebulan uhh,,

sanad lame...

diz week aq keje shift ptg...

den aq dpt wad postnatal..

huhu..pegang baby..!takot,takot..!

lalalalla..

da laa ta pena pegang or jage baby..!

waaa,,

sumpah aq takot...!

ta brani mak,nok...!

adessss,,,

mintak2 laa ething wuz fine tomorow n da day after tmorow..

wish me lux n all da best haa..((; 

rarely on9..

hemmm...

aq da jarang un9 skang..

n aq jugax akn jarang da update blog neyh..

maybe tggu aq smpai jb dlu..

baru aq active balek..

hemmm..

esok da balek kl..

adoiii...

tiket pkul 12.30pm..

tengs GOD sbb mama ta keje..

emm..MALASNYER na g praktikal..!

bodoh laa...

emmm..19hb neyh..ade reunion dak2 skola men..

n 19hb neyh jugax laa wedding sha kt kl..

aq da jnji nan dye na dtg..

mane 1 aq na g neyh ekk..?

hailaaa...

kebuntuan jugax neyh..

hemmm..

tgok laa caner..mama n papa pon kt kl dta tyme..

sbb papa ade convo 19hb uhh..

huhu...

lesbo kah aq..?

well...

there's something happen yesterday..

 someone..

a lesbo gurl..

name dye iqy..

full name..faten zaheera mohd zainal..

9teen yrs old..

officially stay at taiping..

& dye bru ja.. 

admit kt aq yg..

dye syg kt aq..

n begging me jgn tggal an dye..

hemmm..

aty aq berbelah bagy..

tah laa..

tataw na percaye kew tak..

den,,,tdi aq bkak ms dye..

n aq tgok..

mcm2 kot..emm..nan yuya laa..nan iman laa..

nan aqief laa..tah sape2 ja...

hemm..bia laa..idop dye..aq sape na maah..

hemm..juz aq ta suke owg tipu aq..aq tgok pn..

yuya cam na takel dye..

aq malas da na amek tau..n na bkak ms dye..

itu life dye..

aq MALAS NAK KACO..

itu HAK dye..

juz take care,babe..

sorry..

aku G.E.M.O.K.?

jgn tataw..

aq skang da maken GEMOK..!

hahahaha..

betol wehh...

pp aq da maken tembam..

badan aq da naek..!

hailaaa..

susa seyh dok uma..

ye ahh..kalo aq masak kt uma..

mesti laa aq masak feveret aq an..

asam pedas..tomyam..msak lemak cili padi..

masak pindang..pas uhh..

kalo mama yg masak..msti ahh agy yg sedap2 an..

adoiii...yaya bising gax..dye ckp..

"aq ta bleyh diet ah bell dok uma..mama msak yg 

sume'e wat tekak aq telan liur sploh kali.."

hahaha..

cbe tgok pic neyh..

pic neyh amek mse 20hb ary uh..

n now da 24hb,,tgok ahh kembang ta kembang

pp aq uhh..hahaha..lallaala..

adoii..

agak2 ade jual tak krim or pil pengurus pipi..?

caner nak krus an pp neyhh wehh..?

choii laa...

kalo ade produk ala2 krus pp neyh..

inform aq awal2 eyh..

lalalala.. :)) 

minggu terakhir..

mggu neyh mggu terakhir aq cuty..

adoii..buhsan'e..

next week da stat praktikal..

heisshh...

DAMN..!

BAPAK BUHSAN..!

hemmm..nak kne balek kl agy..

pas2 balek jb balek..

mcm takde keje jerp an..

hemmm..

alamat'e mmg aq ta lekat laa kt hostel uh tie..

da laa aq ta ngam nan c chella uhh..

menyampah ahh..!fuck gylerx sape yg wat schedule neyh..

BONGEX..!

da laa dpat wad dahlia..

aisshh..

mmg laa kebosanan..

hopefuly dpt miss judy..

teresita okie gax..

lalalala...

tggu jelaa next week..  

baju rayer..!(",)

ya,ya,ya..!

suda beli baju rayer..!

huhu..guess wut..?

papa soh kmi beli an bju tok dye kaler purple..!

lalalalala...

dats wuz my colour..!

n aq PAKSE 1 whole family pki bju kaler purple taon neyh..

huhu..

syok,syok..!

emm..hope raye taon neyh..

aq tak keseorangan..

or aq akn alone..

forever..

haisshh..!

suda,suda..!

menanges kunk..

hee..

ta saba nak tggu RAYER,,

hahaha..

alone.....

♥♥♥♥  

hati ku digirisnya lagi
kali ini lebeyh dlm & pedih..

kerna aq sudah berjanji..

dye cinta ku yg terakhir..

sungguh tak pernah ku menduga..

dye akan mengulanginya semula..

namun untuk menodai cinta

dan membiarkan aq sengsara..

dye..

tempat ku sandar..

angan ku pendamkan..

satu percintaan

yg bisa ku jadikan tangga tangga ku

ke pintu syurga..

meleraikan rindu..

mengecap bahagia..

yg kerap dimadah insan yang murni

yang dah rasakan cinta yg aq mimpi..

u noe wut..

aq penah karok lagu neyh..

berduet nan kaq ngah..

hahahha..

mmg bapak best..!

nak tercabot anak tekak doe mse part tarek..

dgan segala kudrat yg ade..

aq tarek ja..wat bodo..lantak laa..

segan ta segan..maloo ta maloo..

hahahaha..

mse neyh..mmg tgah frust glerx..

tension glerx..

sume aq lepas kt karoke..

& lgu neyh jgax laa..

peneman aq tyme aq sedeyh..sorang2..

tyme aq na alone n away dpd sume owg..

dipenjara janji..

seolah mcm ade dlm life aq..

hee..no one noe's..

excluding my own self..

pejamkanlah matamu.....

ku pejamkan mata

kau hadir disisi

kau hulur kan tangan

kau sambut dgan kasih

tenangkan lah hatimu

agar bisa tersenyum

pejamkan lah matamu

JIKA RINDUKAN WAJAHKU..

ku pejamkan mata

kau hadir disisi

bisik mesra darimu

menyemai kasihku

bahagiakan dirimu

agar bisa ku senyum

 

PEJAMKAN LAH MATAMU

KU PASTI DISISI..

untuk dikau kasih

ku semai kan cinta suci

yang tak mungkin terpadam

akan terus membara

bahagiakan dirimu

disaat ku tersenyum..

melepak..!

lalalala...

aryny aq g bpmall..

berjmpe mangkok ayon yg da lame aq ta jmpe..

huhuhu..

last jmpe c yob neyh taon lpas..

bln 12..

hee,,

gilerx mangkok uhh..

kami g lepak wayang..

citer shrek : forever after..

hee..yg syok'e..

kt dlm wyg uhh..

kami BERDUA sjerp yg ade..

hahahaha..

bapak best ahhh...

pas uhh lepak mam kt kfc..

borak2 ttg life dye..

life aq..hemmm...

dye story ttg complicated'e dye nan leya..

hemm..tah laa..aq na ckp lebeyh2 pon..

diowg mber baek aq..

takpe laaa..

juz doa an diowg okie n happy ja..

huhu..

pas mam,kami lepak kt bowl lak..

maen 3game..

huhu..2 game pertama aq menang..

p2 game yg ke3 uhh..

mlut c yob neyh mcm masen lak..

asek ckp msok longkang ja..

kuang asam mangkok uh..

huhu..lepas men bowl..teman yob cri bju..

tok reunion kmi nty..

tema purple..!lalala..

aq shuker..!sbb aq byak bju kaler purple..

hahhaha..

den kmi balek dlm keadaan yg ujan lebat..

huhu..tengs yob..

have a nice day today..

c u later haa..

something..somewhere..

aq tataw ape yg aq ase..

sedeyh..?

ya,maybe..

bkn neyh yg aq nak..

aq ta suke nak bergado..

aq ta suke dianggap jahat..

emm..kejam sgat kew aq neyh..?

menyakit an hati sgat kew aq neyh..?

cukup laa ape yg aq da wat kt EIRA,,

aq takan wat agy kt adeq..

dlu pon..sbb aq da terlampau syg..

aq penting an diri aq..

tpi ase serba sala aq kt eira..

takan penah padam..

hemmm...

kali neyh..aq takan wat cam uhh...

biar laaa..

aq takan berganjak agy..

ckup laa..

soey deq..

sys bkn sngaje..sys mntak mahap..

sys tau sys byak mnyakit an hati adeq..

tengs sbb bwak sys jmpe dye..

tengs sbb bg kmi berkawan slame neyh..

tengs jgax sbb ruang tok kitorang cntct semula..

sys mntak maaf sbb sys slaloo wat adeq saket hati..

sys tau ape yg adeq ase..

sys tanak gado..

sys hope..adeq maaf an sys..

hope korang happy being together..

dun worry..

sys takan kaco dye agy..

adeq pon..jge laa dye bebaek eyh..

emmm..

mybe da byak sgat sys ckp..

MINTAK MAAF ATS SALAH SILAP sys slme neyh..

juz na bgtau adeq..

dye syg adeq..

n adeq jgn isau ttg uhh..

okie babe..?taking gud care of urself nicely..

engat ape yg sys pesan kt adeq smlm..

having a gud days sygs...

salam syg dri sys..

~tyqa~   

suck huh..???!

aq tanak gado..

aq da anggap kaw mcm adeq aq..

okie babe..

aq takan kaco kaw dgan BF kaw..

aq TAKAN CKP PAPE agy pasal BF kaw kt umum..

but aq mntak..

DUN U EVER DARE 2 FOLLOWING MY BLOG

AGAIN N EVER..

EVEN AT ONCE..

n if aq ade sebot ape2 pasal sape2 kt cnie..

itu HAK aq..

n kaw TAKDE hak na maah..

so pliz..

dgn sopan dan santunnye..

dgn budi bahasenye..

aq mntak..

jgn kaw singgah lgi blog aq..

 I'M SORRY 4 ETHING...
aq syg kaw sbb

kaw tetap adeq aq..
n if kaw anggap aq SEBALIKNYE..
AQ MNTAK MAAF..
AQ TAU AQ BYAK SAKET AN HATI KAW..

~END OF CONVERSATION~

B.O.R.I.N.G.!

OMG!!

SAYE BOSAN..!

SAYE BORING..!

hemmmm...

nak wtpe tahhh..

kemas uma da kemas..

bsuh baju pon daa..

sidai bju pon da settle..

masak pon da..

ciap mkn da pon..

tgok tb dah..

dgar lgu dah..

tgok movie pon da..

ngadap fb bosan..!

ngadap ms mnyampah..!

nak ym lagi laa meluat..!

tah sape2 ja nty owg yg un9..

na ngadap utube tenet lembap!

adoiii....

buhsannyer.....

showdown 2010..!

walawei..!

gempak siot..!

1 of kind reality dance battle crew show..

da FIRST ever in MALAYSIA to take

the competiton to the street..!!

sejak dpd audition..

smpai laa kpade battle tyme..

n meltdown..

aq da following reality show neyh..

gempak seyh..!!

giler teringin na pegy time diowg

wat show kt b n ts ary uhh..

tapi mse ta m'izin an aq kesane..

hailaaa...

mmg takde rezki..

kt cnie..

aq ade minat 2 groups..!

here,i present to you...

 my luvly wakaka crew..!
meaning of wakaka..
Walau Aku Kalah Aku Kesah Apa..
lalalalala...

n 4 ur information oso..

name team futsal aq ialah wakaka..!

hahaha...

aq & dak2 uma aq mmg BIG FANS WAKAKA..!

go wakaka..!u're da best..!ever..!

 yeah..!floor fever..

1 of crew yg aq minat gax..

routine diowg best..

stiap kli performance diowg,mmg MANTAP!

n aq minat glerx kt b-girl yg 3 dri knan uh..

lalalala..bdan dye cantek siot!

 hmc flow..!

korang mmg represent SENTUL laa bro..

junior kpde floor fever..

diowg pon versatile jgax..

owez bwak kelainan..

ta rugi doe vote..!

floor fever+hmc phlow=funky fresh family..!

wutever matter happen..

WAKAKA is da 1..

go,go chaiyok wakaka..!

pain inside..

 

i hate to see da 1 i luv happy wif some1 else..

but i surely hate it more to see da 1 i luv

unhappy wif me..

time will make u forget me..

but time will make me luv u more den before..

look behind da mascara..

and da shiny lipstick..

look a little deeper and 

maybe u will see dat diz gurl u're

looking at really isn't me..!

just enough....!!

hemmm...something happen yesterday..

n it makes me SUPRISE..!

who's noes..

tetibe dtg 1 berite..

she owez following my blog..since when i dun noe..

n untill yesterday..

she told me bout diz matter..

from where she noe..

n da reason she gives me is..

"kalo kite bkak internet,ape2 ja kua an..?"

wut a damn reasons..!!

hemmmm...

i'm feel ANGER..??

no,i don't..
n aq tataw ape yg aq ase skunk..
sumpa aq tataw..

i'm feeling BAD..?? 

YESS,I AM...!!
n aq sndrik ta pasti naper..

i'm feeling GUILTY..??

ya, a lil bit..!

but how come..??

diz is my blog..! my world..!my part...!

n no one noe's excluding ayie..

kt cnie aq meluah an isi hati..kt cnie aq melepas an amarah..

kt cnie aq menanges..kt cnie aq ketawa..

n kt mane ag aq na pegy kalo bkn kt cnie..?

DUNIE YG AQ CIPTA SNDRIK..

TEMPAT UNTUK AQ ABADI AN KEHIDUPAN AQ..

kdg2 aq pelik nan sesetengah owg...

knape kaw na kaco aq sdang an 

aq ta penah sentuh kaw lgsung..

WHY U WANT TO BOTHER..

IF U DUN WANT TO CARE AT ALL..???

u hurts me slowly...

is it a revenge towards me..??

if u tink da answer is yes..

juz come over me..

n we stop diz damn thing..

IMMEDIATELY...!!
BKN CARE AQ untuk BERGADOH..
BKN CARE AQ untuk MMBLS DNDAM..
BKN CARE AQ jgax untuk B'HASAD DNGKI.. 
itu BUKAN aq....
 

   

kegilerxan aq...

hahaha..!

u noe wut..?

smlm dpd pkul 5.30pm aq smpai carrefour..

mcm buhsan..!

MMG BUHSAN..!

teh tgah keje..

na tggu dye pye pasal laa neyh..

aq pon merayap laa dlm carrefour uhh sorang2 mcm owg gilerx....

lalalala...

tak kesah laa an...

p2 kebetulan k.yuz still keje kt c2..

ape agy borak2 laa nan dye jup..

den..

aq g tgok wayang SORANG2 DERR...

HAHAHAHA..

tak penah,penah aq wat keje gilerx uhh..

sorang2 lak uhh an..

wat segan ja..

lantak laa an..dpd aq kebosanan..

baek aq g tgok wyang..naseb baek cite 

robin hood uhh best...

huhuhu...

den aq memilih sit yg sebaris aq takde owg..

aq sorang ja yg bertakhta disitu..

lalalala..

hee...

nak wat camneyh kt kl..?

hahaha..kem slm jelaa..

stakat jenjalan sorang2 tader tujuan..

aq bleyh agy..tapi na msuk wyg sorang2..

i dun tink so..

tggu aq jadi gilerx lebeyh sikit..

bru aq wat..hahahaha...